Just some random texts....

Remember when....

Remember when I broke up with you last month and for 8 straight days we didn't talk? On the 8th day, I received these messages from you....

Let's be real.....

Let's show the world just how unconditionally I loved you Christopher Lee Hillman.....how many of these verbal attacks did I endure over 14 months? Just to forgive you and have you apologize 1,300 times? I never ONCE talked to you like this! Never ONCE did I ever put you down, or make you feel less like a person! This is the kind of love you're going back too! I've seen the way you two speak to each other! It's all you two know! I tried to show you a different way to love, to communicate. I tried so damn hard. This was lastWednesday, July 22, 2015. Just remember when you miss me so much you can't breathe, this is the way you went off on me whenever you felt like it. 

Love me like you do 💔

How can you write beautiful worlds like these for 14 months and then act like we never meant anything at all? All those nights you laid next to me and told me laying next to me was the best feeling in the world, you've never experienced anything like it, and you never wanted to lose me. You told me I made you feel things no one else has. You said the other two used and abused you. You said I was the only one who got you. How could you hurt someone so badly who always treated you so right? How can you run back to the person who broke you? Spit on you, took moments away from you and your daughter, and is only with you because she knows nothing else. It's pathetic! What we had- it was magic. It was extraordinary!!!