July 22, 2011

Is it the end of a relationship or beginning of a beautiful friendship??

Recently i broke up with my boyfriend of 6 1/2 years. We have many ups, many downs and in the middle made two beautiful little girls. I'm sad about the ending of the relationship because i feel like I'm losing my best friend. Even though i loved this man, we just weren't good together, we brought out the worst in each other. It seemed like our good times were becoming far and in between and the bad times more frequently. I knew that i had to end it before i got worse and prevented us from being able to co-parent our children. Although this split wasn't amicable i am hopeful that one day we can be friends because i will miss my friend if not. Sometimes love isn't enough, sometimes you need more. It's bad when your two year old walks in the room and says "Stop fighting guys!" That's something a little innocent nugget should be saying or thinking. It was time to pull away before we tarnished the memories and time together. I am hopeful that isn't just an ending of a relationship but the beginning of a beautiful friendship. :)

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