The one

It's funny how life can take new meaning. As you get older, the things that once mattered, no longer do. You realize that going out to clubs, and nameless faces aren't as meaningful as standing in a parking lot with the one you love just laughing, or walking around a park holding their hand. It's truly the little things, the small moments that no one knows about, that truly mean the most. Endless laughter and falling asleep next to each other, those are the moments I live for. As I've gotten older, I've realized people are what matter, not possessions and money. Time and love are the two things you can't buy in this world, and they are the things that count. 

You can't force a person to love you or to spend time with you. They have to chose you. They have to decide to give their love and their time to you. I am blessed and grateful for every second I am given. Life is just too short to be anything but truly happy and settle for anything less than extraordinary love. As the old saying goes: "Good things comes to those who wait."

All those sleepless nights, all those tears. At a certain point I felt like I might drown in my tears but he reached down and pulled me up and now we're both swimming. I am grateful for all my struggles because they have only made me more grateful. I am proud of every tear, because they got me here.  I am grateful for the wrong ones, because they made me appreciate the right one.

What do you do when you finally get everything you've ever wanted? The wheels in my head won't stop spinning. I want this happy, almost euphoric feeling to never end. My once crazy, unstable life, is now feeling more harmonious and balanced. Who needs the world when I have you? I no longer have the desire to dress up and take the spot light in a room, because there's only one man's attention I desire. Being loved by the right man, has made me a better woman.

I am going to keep this one short and leave with this last thought....As you get older, quality becomes more important than quantity. Having the love and attention from someone you truly love means more than the attention from 1,000's nameless faces. I spend everyday not entertaining 1,000's of men, but entertaining just one, in a 1000 ways. Everything in my life up until now has been preparing me for this moment. 

I can feel it. 

This is it.

He is the one.