1-17-19 (not sure of the exact day)- 22
It was super quick. I was riding in a car, like on bangerter or something and Dad was in a window in one of the passing buildings (not sure if it was a house, apartment, or what) and I pointed at him as we drove by.
2- 18-22
Dad showed up at the end of my dream again last night. He said "1,2,3,4" then counted to five like he always did.
3-20-22
He was in my dream for just a split second. We were like at an NFL game or something but I looked over the edge of where I was sitting in the stadium and Dad was sitting down lower holding a younger Kelly. I told my sister that even in my dreams she's still his favorite.
4-16-22
Last night I had a dream my Dad came back alive. It was so lifelike. The whole dream was mainly in the South Jordan house. I remember being terrified to leave his side. He knew he had died and didn't know how it was possible he was there with me but promised he'd never leave me. He went to work etc etc. It was like how life was living at that house. The end of the dream he said he had to go back and I said I knew and then I woke up. I don't know if it was just a dream or if he was trying to comfort me. Idk. It was so nice to feel his presence in the dream though.
4-29-22
It was kind of the same style as the last one except this time it was in the WV home. He was in the whole dream. Again, I knew in my dream that he had died and spoke to him about it. It was again like a normal life and right before I woke up he said he had to go back.
4-30-22
He was in this dream for just a second. I was at Kelly's beautiful wedding reception (even though she's already married), and my Dad came up to me and said something about "watch how someone treats you"or "How they treat you says everything about you" something like that and basically told me that people who treat people that way aren't honorable. After he was finished talking he gave me a hug and made the sound he made when he hugs. It felt so real! I felt safe, loved, and safe. I woke up right after he hugged me.
6-22-22
Mom and Dad had my kids and brought them home. My mom was going through a box and asked me to feel how soft this hat that she's had in her sock drawer that she's never worn. She was pushy about me feeling how super soft it was. I tough it and was inspecting in and as I was, I noticed there was an animal face and wanted to get away from it. My mom had the hat in her hand and said it was a real chinchilla. All of a sudden it jumped on my head and I was screaming and trying to pull it off. I ran over to the couch and threw it off me and screamed some more. My Dad, Mom, and Aspen were by the couch. and my Dad said "Hey, you're scaring it!" Aspen jumped in and said she'd raise and take care of it. My Dad said it wouldn't be a good idea because we have too many dogs. I walked over to where my dog runner is and said "I have two dog runners and two kennels" to prove that we had what we needed so she could keep it. My attention was pulled over to Austen teasing Aydn. All my kids were younger, I think Alexia was like 8, so the kids were all pretty young. I don't know what house we were in. I didn't recognize it. After I looked back up, I noticed my Dad walking into the other room and I thought to myself "He has no idea he's going to die" and I walked into the room he was in. He was drinking what appeared to be coffee and I asked him "If you were to die, what's one thing you'd want everyone to know?" He replied "I'd want everyone to know how much I love them and to never forget it". My eyes immediately shot open and I was awake.
7-18-22
I dreamt my sister and I had two weeks to save my dad. There were many conversations and hugs but in the end we weren't successful. We tried to convince him he was going to die but he said "Not going to happen" just like he did when he talked (in real life) about him dying because he wouldn't get vaccinated. I didn't recognized a single place we were throughout the dream, except at some point my sister and I were at the dollar store. I'm not sure for what but we were there to get stuff to try and save our dad. What a mean dream. I woke up crying and cried a few times throughout the day.
Sometimes between the end of July and beginning of August, I dreamt of pictures of my dad holding and playing with my pug named Pickles (who he's never met).
I had another dream where he told me something but all I could remember when I woke up was except that he wanted me to talk to Kelly, or did, about the 16th.
8-16-22
This was a long one. It started by our family friends (Royers) had my moms rings. She was super mad about it. I got the rings from them since mom and dad were out of town and when they came back, mom was unhappy still with the Royers.
My dad then showed me the last ring he had bough my mom. It was a rainbow and shaped like a dragon fruit. He said "You put it on your purse and smell it".
I don't know why that part was relevant in any capacity of life. Hahaha
Next, our entire family, (extended and both sides of the family), gathered in a church gym. They were all sitting down, my dad was in the very back against the wall. My mom explained that my dad was sick, and what was slowing taking over his body and would eventually kill him. She said his lips and face had spasms currently but eventually if would be a heart attack.
I was determined to search for an experimental treatment that would save him. Kelly and I teamed up (this is the second time I dreamed this scenario. My dream then shifted to my dad telling me if we couldn't save him that I was to look at my mom, Kelly was to look after me. He said Josh would know what to do?? He said he loved us and was so proud of our family. He said he'll always watch over and protect us if he didn't survive. He hugged us and then it flashed into my kids and I walking into my childhood home in West Valley.
The kids were the age they are now and when we walked in everything looked the same as it did growing up except the Mowers were moving in. There were boxes all around. I asked if the toilets worked, and Reece said no. Aspen walked over and flushed it, looked super annoyed at Reece, and then I ran around trying to find another one because all the Mowers were hovering around that toilet amazed that it was working.
I woke up because I actually had to pee.
WHAT A ROLLERCOASTER OF A DREAM!!!
8-26-22
It was really long so I don't remember every detail but my dad was in the whole dream. First, he died, but came back alive. It flashed and we were all in a car together (I was in the passenger seat, my dad was driving, and the kids were in the back), but Aspen (around 7 years old) got out and started running around the car and I was yelling for my dad to get her but he just watched her run around through the window. It was a super busy highway. She came around my dad's side of the door and he started calling her and right as she got right by the window, a speeding car came and ran into her. We all started screaming and I watched as they carried her over to the ambulance and we all knew there was no way she was going to survive. A cop (or some type of authority person) came and told my dad she was alive and a fighter. He looked at me and said it would be good if I went and talked to her. We all walked over to where she was and she jumped up and was fine. It flashed to us all being at home and dad was in his chair and died again He was talking, stopped, and faded away. It was very sad. We were all shook up and then it went to another scene, maybe days/weeks/months later where everyone was playing and laughing and all of a sudden my dad appeared again. I was talking to him asking him questions but no one else could see him. I asked him if it hurt when he died, he said no. I asked him if he was okay where he is, and he said yes. I asked him more questions but I can't remember what. Something else happened before I woke up but I can't remember that either.
