July 30, 2015

Let's be real.....

Let's show the world just how unconditionally I loved you Christopher Lee Hillman.....how many of these verbal attacks did I endure over 14 months? Just to forgive you and have you apologize 1,300 times? I never ONCE talked to you like this! Never ONCE did I ever put you down, or make you feel less like a person! This is the kind of love you're going back too! I've seen the way you two speak to each other! It's all you two know! I tried to show you a different way to love, to communicate. I tried so damn hard. This was lastWednesday, July 22, 2015. Just remember when you miss me so much you can't breathe, this is the way you went off on me whenever you felt like it. 







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