Recently I have made the decision to move back to Salt Lake. I have been on cloud nine for the last few weeks. I am really excited to be closer to my family & friends.
I have lived in my current location for almost three years. In these last three years I have made a lot of memories & new friends along the way. Living in Provo has been mostly good, a lot of growing experiences.
As moving day fastly approaches I have been preparing my house & children for the move. Today I packed up the kitchen and the sight of my empty kitchen brought sadness & panic over my body.
I've never been good with change.
I'm excited about moving but I will miss some people in Utah County. This house may be tiny and my family may have outgrown it but.....it's our home.
I find myself being sad at little things. Like when I went shopping at the Walgreens by my house I got sad because I've gotten to know the cashier there.....and my kids Dr.....and my kids school. My kids have gone to the same school for three years.
I didn't expect all these emotions to creep up on me. It's harder to move then I thought it would be. I've made a little life for me & mine and it'll be hard to leave all these people and memories we've made along the way.
I believe you're never standing still....either you're going forward or going backwards. It's time to keep moving forward. So here's to the next big, great thing that's coming into our lives. (: