(Wrote on May 30th 2015)
And what a year it was!
A year ago today, I took my ex boyfriends son to the hospital because he hurt his hand. I went back to the place I was staying at that time, and started drinking with my friend. Who knew by the end of that night this man would become someone so important to me?
I am guilty of a lot of things. Including falling in love with someone that wasn't mine to fall for. I didn't care. I truly didn't. I know I should feel bad but I didn't and I still don't. I knew he needed me. He needed to be loved the way that I love. I could see it in his eyes, I could hear it in his voice, he was lost and I wanted to save him.
A year ago today, events that took place, changed my life forever. A night filled with so much laughter, so much silliness, a few moments of drama, and the night ending with a new found hope of love. I will never forget the way he grabbed my hand, the way he made me feel safe and I followed him into that room, the defining moment that changed the course of our lives forever.
Neither of us ever thought this could mean as much as it does. I never thought I'd look at this man and see a future with him. I never knew that resting my head on his shoulder would feel like the safest place on earth. I never thought in a million years his hands would be so calming and just his presence would make me feel so complete. I love this man so completely, so unconditionally. His flaws- he has plenty- are just a part of what makes him. I can honestly, and truthfully say, I have never loved a man the way that I do him.
And what a year it was!
A year ago today, I took my ex boyfriends son to the hospital because he hurt his hand. I went back to the place I was staying at that time, and started drinking with my friend. Who knew by the end of that night this man would become someone so important to me?
I am guilty of a lot of things. Including falling in love with someone that wasn't mine to fall for. I didn't care. I truly didn't. I know I should feel bad but I didn't and I still don't. I knew he needed me. He needed to be loved the way that I love. I could see it in his eyes, I could hear it in his voice, he was lost and I wanted to save him.
A year ago today, events that took place, changed my life forever. A night filled with so much laughter, so much silliness, a few moments of drama, and the night ending with a new found hope of love. I will never forget the way he grabbed my hand, the way he made me feel safe and I followed him into that room, the defining moment that changed the course of our lives forever.
Neither of us ever thought this could mean as much as it does. I never thought I'd look at this man and see a future with him. I never knew that resting my head on his shoulder would feel like the safest place on earth. I never thought in a million years his hands would be so calming and just his presence would make me feel so complete. I love this man so completely, so unconditionally. His flaws- he has plenty- are just a part of what makes him. I can honestly, and truthfully say, I have never loved a man the way that I do him.
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