I want to write a blog today...but emotionally I am just too exhausted. I'm giving my everything...and it's not enough. I can't make him love me, I can't make him care. It doesn't matter how many tears i cry, or how much my heart aches, it's not enough. When did i become not enough? I can understand the emotions....the anger, the hurt, the resentment, the fear but when did all of that become more powerful than love? I don't want to be just an option, I want to be the only choice his heart wants to make. I can't make him love me....but i can't make my heart not love him either. :(
Losing my Father
From such a young age, I dreaded getting that phone call. I imagined how I react and tried to imagine the pain I'd feel. I played it ov...
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From such a young age, I dreaded getting that phone call. I imagined how I react and tried to imagine the pain I'd feel. I played it ov... -
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