I feel like i need to do an update on something. I wrote a blog last March about the father of my oldest two children. I was devestated because he was still doing stupid stuff and not being an active parent in our two children's life. I am happy to report that in October all of that changed. He cleaned up his life so much! He is 100% clean from drugs & alcohol. He has his own place, a job, he takes his kids on the weekend & pay full child support! This is all i wished & prayed for!!
I no longer have to look into the tearful eyes of my children and tell them i don't know when they will see their dad. I don't have to make up excuses for him and i no longer have to worry that any minute I will get a call saying he is dead. <----That's deep, i know but it's how i felt and thought everyday for the last 7 years. I am so happy that we can now move to this next chapter of our lives and all be happy. :)
I am so happy that my children FINALLY have their daddy!!!
I'm a mother of five and a proud grandma, sharing honest thoughts, heartfelt moments, and reflections from the beautiful, messy, and meaningful journey of everyday life. This is where I put feelings into words, one post at a time.
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From such a young age, I dreaded getting that phone call. I imagined how I react and tried to imagine the pain I'd feel. I played it ov...

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From such a young age, I dreaded getting that phone call. I imagined how I react and tried to imagine the pain I'd feel. I played it ov...
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