March 15, 2012

My life....

One of my favorite quotes is, "Just because you're having a bad day, doesn't mean you have a bad life."

Recently I have been looking at my life. I want to make a difference in the world and even if that's just in my children's life, i am okay with that. After 25 years, I've been reflecting on what I've done in life, and where my life is now. I've had many ups, many downs but somehow i am still standing strong through it all. I've been in love, I've been broken hearted. I've experienced great happiness, and also great pain. I've lost loved ones, and gained new ones. In my 25 years of life i have experienced a lot, I've really lived.

I use to look at the trials and struggles I've been through as something sad and wished i didn't experience them, now i realize those experience, good or bad, have made me who i am today. Sometimes you must fall down to get back up and be stronger. Sometimes you have to lose things to realize how important they truly are. Sometimes you must be hurt to really appreciate true love.

 My life isn't exactly where i want it to be but i am sure on the right path. In 25 years i have never been arrested, I have never done the drug scene. I have successfully been raising 4 beautiful, healthy, happy children. I am a functioning member of society, a law abiding citizen just living my life and trying to have my happily ever after.  
I feel content with where my life is and everyday i plan on making moves to make my life just a little better.

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